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Old 29th December 2019, 11:18   #150142
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Afternoon all, I think I have reached rock bottom again. I just dont know what's wrong with me, last night I just broke down, I don't feel well, haven't done for ages, constantly tired, but don't sleep well at all. Last night I went to bed at 00.20, didn't get to sleep until about 1.30, woke up at 2.15, 3.32, 5.00, 6.07,then numerous more times before getting up at 10.50. Maybe its because I'm off work and have nothing to do that reality is kicking in. We usually went to visit my aunt at Christmas on 27/28 December. I need to rest but resting just makes me dwell on things. Keeping busy? I can't do because I burned myself out. Most of the time I just sit staring at the tv not really watching it, can't be bothered with talking to anyone, other than the wife and kids. I was invited out for Xmas drinks but declined as I couldn't be bothered.I'm not good right now so please bear with me if I post something out of order.����
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