I feel for you both. Words carnt do it justice.
Even last night i opened th door to let th new year in and my little friend wasn't there with that... I'm NAUGHTY WORD-NAUGHTY WORD-NAUGHTY WORD-NAUGHTY WORD-NAUGHTY WORD-NAUGHTY WORD- freezing here and were is me dam food face on... Boy do we miss him.. I hope th pain eases. Mine assent but one day it will....